[[Recorded some music the other night. Layered some drums, guitar, and kalimba; eventually decided it would make the perfect background music for a poem, so I put one of my spoken words over it. I’m dubbing it chillspeak, for those that need a label. It’s about self actualization and self deprivation; Enjoy]]
I’m 18 years young, and I’m only getting older
I’ve got no clue what I’m doing on this earth, but blindly rolling boulders
Bigger than myself, but that ain’t much worth
I am youthful,
I am gullible,
I am yearning a go from god;
A lift off my feet, that are tied to the streets
I am learning a note from the herald’s song
And when it I sing it tags me along to tell the angels in the air they can do no good
From so far above
Sending doves to your loved ones, whose wings have tarnished
From taking flights around the sun’s seventh light in your lungs,
Rips the breath from your eyes, takes the waste from your tongue,
You’ve tasted these words and now you’re only chasing what is gone
You were guilted and hung up on hang ups and wilts
But a flower is forever, for it’s seed sows on
And a little piece of you will be dug up and planted in the garden;
A little piece of me, a little piece of you
Dug up, planted, renewed, and bloomed as the rain falls rapid on every truth
I’m 18 years young, and I’ve only just begun
I am Youthful, I am Gullible, I am Yearning a Go
From God